Dear Vianca
May 7th, 2008
Up to this day I’m still clueless as to why my blog made such an impact on you. I honestly thought it never had much readers and that I wasn’t making any sense. But you proved me wrong. Also, thank you for liking my curly hair. I like it too. Hehe.
Sometimes I ask myself why do I even blog. I mean why do I even share my personal stuff for public consumption? I guess I was hoping to reach out with people the same as me. Anybody I guess. Somebody out there must be feeling half the world away too. Nobody did connected with me I suppose, till there was you.
Although I disabled commenting on this blog, you still share your thoughts. Although we never get to see each other almost all the time, I can still feel your presence. You’ve always got an open ear. And say what you wanna say, I left the comments on. Thanks for caring.
May 7th, 2008 at 1:58 pm
Sweeney,
Honestly. My jaws locked as I read ‘em. Haha. Ang cheesy kasi
Teej, i value friend as i value life.i swear. And when a friend is in need emo man gulo man away man..whatever happens to a friend vianca will always be around to listen and say what is needed, share whenever needed. I even slap my friends face to remind him that he’s not doing or feeling well.
You can pretend and laugh in front of me, I can even join you pretending. But sorry your eyes will definitely the mirror of your sorrows. Baka yayain pa kita ng inuman pag kelangan, mailabas mo lang sama ng loob mo. (We can be partners in crime too.)
Sometimes, I’m kinda irritating for my being so makulit. Also I’m kinda annoying for assuming that a friend can entrust a pain and happiness with me. But care dead as long as I let you know I care. I’m not just half the world away, I’m living beyond time. Gaps are nothing compared to willingness to connect.
You permitted me to be your friend. That’s why I’m damn lucky. Haha.
Decide if you like to move on or not. It’s not like healing = wait + (pain/time); try this equation healing = (pain/time)-decision. Thanks for everything too. Hey, for me we blog coz we’re not selfish of the thoughts and feelings we owned. We’re not afraid what people may perhaps say in every post. We express to set everything free, especially pain.
thanks for the appreciating me. (and for opening commenting here)
May 12th, 2008 at 6:28 am
»» ☺ i swear im so flattered… you even link my page. make me feel capable of reaching out.
»» ☺ thanks to you for inspiring me lot, far more than what i can utter it here nor say it to you personally. Dilemma of expressing my pain is easier now. Triple the delight of saying my gratitude for being a part of my blogging world, as well as my life. *wink wink*
»» ☺ hahaha.salamat ng marami, for bein’ so true.